It's my first time!

Erm..... hello. Well here we are then, I finally managed to get round to creating this after Xmas and New Year passed so quickly. I suppose I should start by confirming my reasons for doing this as I need to find an outlet for all those thoughts and feelings which I obviously find so hard to relay otherwise. The person who suffers most as a result of this is my loving wife. I will use this as an oppurtunity to express myself and to allow her to read about what's going on in my head! Well its a start anyway. Gotta dash now as lunch needs attending to. BFN.